Saturday 27 October 2007

The Reckoning

Everything will slip way
Shattered peaces will remain
When memories fade into emptiness
Only time will tell its tale
If it all has been in vain

Within Temptation - Frozen
my emo emo song ahahhahaahahahahjajajajajajaj

Thursday 25/10/07 - Slept at 6am and woke up at 8am to pass up project! what was i doing so late up nite? finish the project la! :O the alot of debuggin to do and still not yet finish.. So on the presentation day ( friday ) which i woke up at 8am like i said, we presented the website-based-program which has alot of bugs la. Almost every page we enter , surely has bugs-_-

Anyway after presenting , went makan and play a game of dota at FTZ ( a cc at ss15 ). Loss the game =.= I've been losing every game i play for the past 2 weeks. I think im just tired. Surelatiredeverydaysleepat4am&wakeupat10amtodoworkmanataktired. So after the game , it was already around 5pm. On my way back home....tyre burst! "Wah dam stupid day wei for me" , tat wat i was telling myself tat time =.=. So i call my dad, "how to change the tyre?" LOL.

He said was easy, so i did it as i were told. Yalor actualy easy only .... HAHAHAH 1st time change tayar myself mah ..lolololol laff at me la, i look stupid wat.. >_>

Now its saturday and i have nth else to do beside watching movies and studying coz my final exam is on friday and saturday next week!! AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! :O :O :O

anyway goodbye now, got to watch prison break, heroes and STUDY LA AIYO.... HAHA :) :) :)

wat day for me.....
:edit:
found something from my fren. It describes wat , who , how r u. OMG the description is soooo truueeeeeee :O . CHECK IT OUT MAN --------->here <-----------

This is me :

Name: simon chen
Date: 10/27/2007
Colorgenics Number: 35240167


Much of the time you are preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature. You need stimulation and variation with all matters pertaining to your life. You want to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality being able to charm and influence others. You use powerful strategies with predictable outcomes so as to avoid endangering your chances of success or undermining other people's confidence in you.

You are trying to improve your position and prestige - be it in your life or in your workplace. Things are, at this time, OK - but they could be better. You feel that it is essential that you break down any opposition that could possibly lurk in the shadows. You know that you are quite capable of achieving this set goal because you have to and because it is essential to your self esteem.

Your involvements seldom measure up to your high emotional expectations and your 'needs' to be 'loved' and 'cared for' have in the past often led to extreme disappointment. But a change is in the wind - make a firm decision to start anew. Just 'think' it..and it will happen.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.




tapauuuuuu~~~~

Wednesday 24 October 2007

And I've been secretly falling apart,Unseen.

To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.


Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,

Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...

Aqualung - Strange And Beautiful

left 2 more days before my project due date and it is only 50% complete -___-
Im already 3/4 mentally dead. I have done so much for the project while others only help with minor part. What to do, when u wan to do high tech project u have to be more hardworking. Yagoodlanowudiecozdamalotworktodohabis!

Makan tak kuasa, main game pun tak kuasa, nak tidur pun tak nyeyak. >_> I have no one to blame but myself in putting such high expectation of myself in completing this project.

My teammates cant help much, but altho there are times i need them to do something. They just do half way and stall it. "can do one can do one" , "then finish it today la" , " ya ok can..tonite i continue ". =.= watever la. Its a test for me also.. project leader...orang bawahan if didnt perform is my fault also. i didnt read up at reference before starting also tats y. blindly start only.. now got problem die la..

"I was elected to lead , not to read" =.=''
omgwtfbbqsoslaserpewpewgonecaseyouall
justgodielanowstopmakingnoiselayoubisinglikelightsaberwengweng

tapauuuuuu~~~~~

Saturday 20 October 2007

Feeling much Better ;)

Late At Night
Things I Thought I'd Put Behind Me
Haunt My Mind

I Just Know There's No Escape Now
Once It Sets It's Eyes On You
But I Wont Run
Have To Stare It In The Eyes

Within Temptation - Stand my ground


Yesterday after sending my sis to church for some hiphop practise. I went back to see the doctor with my mom. Reach home around 8.30pm and ate poridge,drink 100plus,medicine then 9 pm like that.. straight tidur mati until next morning(today la) where i woke up at 11am. Fuh Powderful sleep! ;) and yeah my knee injury has recovered too !!

Reach today noon, ate medicine and lunch... then do work!!! I wrote this post because sudenly i felt emo after read something somewhere. therefore i start playin my emo songs by within temptations =/

YAY for me today !! and thx for those who concerned about me :) :) :)

tapauuuuuuuu~~~

Thursday 18 October 2007

demam. I did my best to please you, But my best was never good enough

I did my best to please you
But my best was never good enough
Somehow you're only able to see
All I am not

Within Temptation - Destroyed

coughing , flu , minor knee injury, headache, project, stress.
gg.. gone lah..

so many distractions .. how to do work, project stuck at 30% . whole day stuck at one function only. Altho its addictive, serious la. Addicted to programming.. -_-
habis la la my project, want to do cun function but eat up alot time researching or simple one, but less attractive. haihz >_>

tapauuuu~~~

Ain't nothin' but a heartache. Tell me why Ain't nothin' but a mistake

.....
Tell me why

I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

Backstreetboys - I want it that way

Thats how i feel for the past few days -_-. Dont ask about wat. =/

Wednesday - Test for AI subject. the day before i didnt read much , was focusing on project more T_T see lahhhh.. :( :( Anyway, during the test there is 2 guy frens of mine. They sit beside each other with only a table apart from them. They opened the textbook and place it on the empty chair between them. From here onward, they turn their heads down and try to find some answers from the textbook. WTF test la!

I think my miss noticed them and said :
miss : shouldnt u boys be a little bit brave and dont cheat
*miss walks to them and takes the textbook and place it on the table. THE SAME TABLE WHICH COMES WITH THE CHAIR . Wtfbbqsoslaserpewpew.*
them : ok miss
*they start to flip the pages when miss is reading newspaper or marking some other fella's assignment*
me: continue do la
miss : i go take something from the faculty, it'l take a moment only
us : weh weh , how to do this.. that... like this ah? lol becoming like discussion d
*miss comes back, everyone keeps quiet and turn away*
miss : okay , open book test finish! now continue doing it on urself without looking at the book!
us: huhhH? miss , u didnt say its an open book test also. No fair! wait , miss this question ...bla bla bla do like this is it ? *shows miss the answer paper*
miss : yeah correct la, must show the jalan kira so that to proof its true
us : ooooooooooooooic

hahahaha from test become discussion pulak. Can ask how to do sommore...hahah wat la...@.@

2 more weeks be finals !! AHHHHHHHH

Today i went for our usual inti futsal, fuh i came early today. Ngam ngam 6pm i reach d. Played till 8pm. Now whole body ache...ahhhhh tired tired also have to do abit of the project. haih -_- gone la
Ok should be sleeping now. See the time la .. waiseh... 8am class sommore next morning .@.@
tidurrrrrrrr!!! :) :) :)

Project , futsal, work....

tapauuuuuuu~~~~~~~





Saturday 13 October 2007

You're something beautiful. A contradiction. I wanna play the game. I want the friction


Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation

Time is running out- Muse

The end of the semester is near. Left 1 more assignment and project. Gone lah~...
Take it home....
Anyway, the near the ending the more im scared of because exammm ! . ahhhhh!
The beauty part is , i might be going on a roadtrip to penang lor . hahaha then maybe end of the year i will be buying a new lappy :) :) :) YAY finally . but then next is im going year 3 already !! wahhhh so fast !. Scarryyyyy eeeeeeeek!!

end of year really brings me nitemares .. :O
Btw Selamat Raya Raya to u all :) :) :)


tapauuuuuu~~~~~~

Sunday 7 October 2007

Hail Linux !! Ho Ho Ho !

Sorry for not updating my blog , lately im busy rushing my assignments and projects, where both are 40% done , need to pass up within 2 weeks of this post.

And the complication of the assignment and project not easy noeeee..... gila babi banyak coding .. can kepala pusing wan , sommore my lecturer showed me something kewl...

Linux : Ubuntu , operating system... omg super chun ... like my sir said .. microsoft copied most of other operating system features and upgrade them. Making them better and monopolized them. Which i agree, now Vista looks almost like Mac . U go check urself .. got some similarity... btw im so into this thing , super , omgwtfbbqsoslaserpewpew effect ... CHECK IT OUT URSELF LAH



I got more to update, but cant post alot coz i wanna let my assignments and project be the top priority each time i on the pc. So awhile more, gona post more... i kept alot d :) :)

Just check out the vid lar. Really i tell u , windows will take quite sometime to reach this level.. yeah the vid is just

tapauuuuuuu~~~~