emotionally numb;this was posted from here . I think im protecting myself, cause am showing signs here and there. But its am not undergoing like what i have just posted tho. okay, this post is the result of being too bored at office. Able to hop so far till the urge to post something on my long lost blog. kakaka
i no longer have the ability to feel. All the emotions i show are fake, i'm completely empty and numb on the inside. no one can tell. i joke about it every now and then, but no one actually knows i'm telling the truth. i can't feel anything. i've forgotten what happy feels like. though at times i do feel sad, an aching, lonely, numbing sad. but thats it. i will slowly learn to feel again, i have to.
take it home yo.
